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Discouraged - finding strength

Dear Somebody,

I hate to write about these things but I get so depressed looking at numbers on youtube. Don't get me wrong, I am happy for my fellow friends on there but I feel like I am not as popular. I try to tell myself, hey, this channel is for YOU. To capture life and memories. But maybe I need to change my point of view?

I was listening to Michelle Phan's periscope and she was talking about how we shouldn't look at numbers and she just gave me the best PEP talk I could ever ask for. I can't believe we live in a world where we can connect with such influential people. You guys don't understand, I look up to her so much. I've been watching her since the beginning days when she was doing makeup tutorials in her bathroom. I remember I would watch the winter white makeup over and over again. lol..

I've also found a great community that is helping me gain confidence in my videos.


By the way, here are pics of red pockets. lol just playing around with the layout and stuff.

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